Moving to the next level is not an easy process, and the fight is an uphill battle. It has beat me up to the point where I’ve considered throwing in the towel. Is it worth the trouble to obtain a goal when one is always falling?
A lot has happened since my move, it has made me analyze that the things I thought I knew are not all correct. The plans that I have made for my life seems to unravel. I have had to come to terms with pursuing my dream and see where it’s all headed.
There have been times that I have thought about giving up and just doing whatever happens. I thought about how I could be comfortable and not have to worry. However, what is supposed to happen to my dreams? Is it worth not having the kind of life I want just to get away from feeling like I’m failing?
I ‘m still trying to figure out the answer to those questions. It’s so hard to deal with falling, but it’s harder to find direction in it all. So until I figure it out I have try to get things together.